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Went back to work...I'm happy that I am back though...I need to get out of the house more often. Even if it is just to go back to work for 5 hours on weekdays and 8 on weekends...but I'm getting alot of hours and they're happy that I came back.

Turns out I'll be getting a tax return instead of paying late fees...which is nice. Next years' taxes will be even better. Anyway...sent out applications to the schools...waiting on those...also waiting on osage county to send me a copy of my restrainging order so i can do my paternity paperwork...I need his SSN and it's on those papers which mom threw away. I wish she wouldn't throw things away. Oh well.

I'm not so freaked out about being a mom anymore...I used to cry all the time...thinking it was too much for me to handle...but now it's okay...it's hard but it's okay. I love him, he's adorable and he's mine. And right now he's asleep...which means he's cute AND he's quiet...which is all the better. I go see the doctor on tuesday...so he can check me and Phoenix out...*nods*

Anyway...I'm boring so I'll stop yapping. I know I should be doing something like sleeping but I can't because I don't want to sleep during the daytime. *sighs*

.love.